hey all. Just a little update.
I’m not dead. yay. Just horribly busy and stressed with school, and other stuff. Ugh. And all that bullshit means severe lack of inspiration too. So yeh. >:
And Josef is still kidnapped, I guess? I don’t think he was supposed to be kidnapped this long, but we’ll figure out an exact time later when we finish.
And for Erika, she’s chillin. Happy, ya know. If you wanna chat with her, you could always send a message. I get them to my e-mail, and those are a lot easier for me to reply to on the fly.
Uh so yeah. School is over in 3 weeks or so. So hopefully I’ll be around then.
Oh and skype and aim, i’m on mostly.
So you can find me there too. i love and miss you all horribly.
“J-Jack?” his name slowly falls from her mouth, as if her tongue wasn’t quite ready to let it go, like it wanted to savor the word for just a moment longer. The image of his face hit her chest like a brick, and she blinked a few times, disbelief tracing her features. “Where have you been?” she whispers so softly, so tenderly, so filled with emotions she could barely sort herself. Confusion, worry, relief, dread, love, happiness, anger. The ravaging emotions swirled inside of her as she devoured the visage of the friend she thought she had lost.
It’ll always be a pleasure to hear your voice. I almost forgot about being handsome; I know that is a gift in itself to the world, hm? I’ve missed you as well, dear. Seems like whenever you find me its when I have something on my mind troubling me; one of these days we need to assure we get together for something much more positive.
I can’t put my finger on it… There’s this feeling that something is about to happen. With what has happened so far; I don’t really know what else I can take before I finally just decide to shoot someone. I am sort of hoping the feeling means Oliver will be home soon…
As it is yours darling. Forget about being handsome!? What? Surely my Roman Harris did not just say that. Are you getting humble on me dear?
I make it a point to watch out for my closest friends dear. But yes. And that may be coming soon. Don’t you worry.
That general state of unrest, huh? I know the feeling. When you’ve had so much stress, so much anxiety, so much tragedy, when it’s all over, you have this residual expecting of the worst to come to pass. I know, love. Have you heard from him? Or Tim?
My my Erika, this is a surprise. I had no idea you were a fan of my cokiness. I’ll make sure to keep it up just for you then how about that?
I’d expect nothing less of you, you’re one of the only people I can be sure will stick around. How’ve you been? It’s been a while since I’ve seen ya.
There’s that smile I love. A surprise? Well I like to keep ya on your feet. I surely appreciate it, darlin’. Makes me feel a bit special. Ha!
Came for the gummies, stayed for the cocky. ‘Bout right. I’m only teasin’ of course. I’ve been well, thank you. I know. I’ve been so swamped at work with my promotion, and spending time with Seamus. Not to mention the new dog. How about you though, dear? How have you been? Honestly.
See but the way a really good friend works…is that you feel their influence on your heart even when they aren’t physically around. You’re always there for me. Because you are a part of me.
The day I deny you is the day pigs fly. Awww my darling Samson. I need to come over and spoil him like a good auntie.
That sounds like the beginning to a terrible porno, my dear. You are in me, even when you aren’t near.
Well then lets hope God never gets bored and decided to fuck with all promises that have been tacked onto that phrase. Yes, you really do. Before Seamus turns him full guard dog, like you know he wants to!
I get that. Believe me I do…I used to be that way with…well…I get it. And it’s not like there’s anything for you to do for me right now, Erika. I’m…I’m okay. And I’m taking the opportunity to work on standing on my own feet and facing these sorts of things head on.
Hey…I always have hugs for you.
I could have been there for you, love. Sigh. I’m just glad you’re okay, that you’re strong and fierce as ever. My fighter.
Good, because I swear to god if you ever deny me, I might smack you. Samson misses you by the way.
and then that word grew louder and louder
until it was a battle cry…
you’ll come back
when it’s over
no need to say goodbye
Since when do you call me Evelyn? Am I in trouble? People only call me Evelyn when I am in trouble. Erika, there is nothing to ask forgiveness for. You’ve been happy, and reconnecting with someone you love. Of course I understand. I’m…I’m happy for you and Seamus.
Since I am repenting.
Thank you darling. But I never wanted to be that girl that just disappeared for a guy. I just… With him, time disappears and we just sort of fade into each other.
But you’re going through a rough time, my best friend, my sister. And I’ve been too busy with a boy. You said I have no reason to be sorry, but I feel sorry.
I just… Hug?
Evelyn. I hope you don’t hate me for not being around. I hope you understand. And I hope you can forgive me for being a terrible friend my dear.
Not a friend of mine in sight or earshot for days. I’m starting to wonder if my shitty personality got the best of them or if I’m just ugly. Either way, they could have given me a bit of warning that they didn’t want to talk anymore..
Oh hush darling. Don’t get all self deprecating on me now. I’d surely miss that oh so charming cockiness you exude.
But surprise. I do still want to talk to you.